Each holiday has past one time
Mother's Day
Father's Day
4th of July
Halloween
Thanksgiving
His Birthday (yeah, yeah .. in my mind it counts)
Christmas
New Year's
The Anniversary
and now Easter.
The cycle is complete now. I have survived one of each.
For over ten years there was a birthday cake, a Christmas stocking, and an Easter basket.
Now there is silence. Accusations. Assumptions. Misunderstandings. Hurt. Pain. Tears. Lots of tears.
I know many do not understand my feelings. Only those closest to me know.
I am not as strong as everyone thinks I am.
Not even as strong as I like to believe I am.
Yes, you are. Your biggest strength is in your weakness, that part of you that is human, fragile, and gets hurt. Because you have that side, yet still overcome and grow from the hurt. Your strength is inspiring to me. :)
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